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THE WOODS' TALE
SAD
RECOLLECTION PART
long ago, at times of the never ending sorrow
in the forests where i spent my illusive youth
there was this fire-lady that has lit my heart with desire.
It was exactly the moment when i saw
her for the first time
when i realised that all i ever wanted is here, in front of me,
and that all i have to do to change...
is to finally embrace her and tell her how i feel…
FRUSTRATION
PART
she’s from heaven
her dark eyes make me go insane
in every way
i love her but i know that
i’ll just scare her away
if we would
walk a thousand ways along
she’d know that i’m the very one
for her i’d even sell my soul
and turn those stars into the gold
for her
lets walk along and let’s enjoy
i’ll give you all i can and more
let’s walk and talk and breathe with joy
‘cause that’s exactly what we’re living for,
living for
RE
icons on the walls of this wooden temple
stare so evil at me for being there
maybe those in the pictures above
are the ones i was killing one by one
It was so long ago in deep forests
It was dark and i was cold
I was so hungry then
oh i can’t remember everything…
i was lonely and i was lost
i didn’t know then what it would cost
explain me why these horned reindeer and cold untouchable women
are dancing all around who am i to become
when i step behind bonfire’s light
perhaps i’ll find why this rain starts to bite
and maybe maybe then i shall be on your side
MYSTERY
PART
i bite myself into the neck
can a dream be so sweet?
indifferently sucking my own
obscure pulsing stream
so i can disappear
away from you
and watch you
so i can disappear
gonna need you there
gonna need you there
for my burning ways
as i reach to dare
before me she lays, she lays
i’m so glad you stayed
don’t be afraid
as i reach to dare
before me she lays
i’m so glad you stayed
FASCINATION
PART it’s
getting darker living
colors become beautifully grey wide
white fields stand in my eyes as i see you lying there...
imaginary
nudity makes me close my eyes and
become blind i’m
blinded by this ghost i’m
blinded by you sweet child
DEVOTION
PART with
shaking hand i grab your neck with
beads of bony charms on oh
those bony charms they too can tell a story...
and
tear off rough dress of yours with
so much pain in soul oh
i feel your shaking girl on
that rainy day
nobody
else loves you like i do
THE
SPELL PART kuagarap
ojuark kpat
iminam kie
us iminam I
seingu sadlav eingu
koguaspa aj
oun senam eingu
koguaspa aj
oun senam
BIZARRE DANCE ENDING PART
THE
INEVITABLE PART
AFTERPARTY
DEEP IN THE WOODS PART
(lyrics - nude fall ’94 by juodas and ugnius lioge, rewritten many times till
summer 2004 by juodas. music by juodas)
THE RIVER OF LOST
Blue Flame Fire Song (The Suicide World)
a)
DARK BRIDGES
When
the darkness turns away We
smile and greet a new day Days
are passing fast and nights They
make us hide The
day is bright and our souls, they shine Cause
they are fragile like a glass If
you need a friend - pass by Don’t
expect and don’t count on us Cause
we’re shadows, we’re the jokes Like
crying clowns We’re
the ghosts of evil past Barely
floating up and down No
one seems to care Why
the bridges are so dark and empty Even
sun can’t shine enough It
can’t shine enough To light this death’s pedestal
I
know it’s a trap but somehow I feel a need to leave I’m
calling out for wisdom in the ancient belief Who
can tell where to find the strength I need And
how to learn how not to know why we live All
those times when I was so alone in the dark I
tried to understand what choice do we really have Are
we alone in the maze of eternity’s ways? Or
is it true that everything always ends And
every time I seek the truth - it turns away And
every time I turn to you - you just can’t wait And
every time I ask the river who’s to blame Every
time the river, it just runs away And
every time we think we know what waits for us But
every time we find that only future does And
every time, even when we shine so bright Every
time the part of us, it slowly dies Is
it all we’ll ever know? Is
it all we’ll ever know?
The
lakes of sadness And
the mountains of unkindness With
the clouds of tears drifting high A
cold heart never dares to cry It’s
raining It’s
raining outside I’m
awaking I’m
awaking inside Awaking
inside There’s
no place to hide anymore Can’t
you hear us crying lonely in the night Can
you take away these empty dreams and
hold us tight Come
along into this dirty swamp We
all are calling home Reach
out and pull my heart away It’s
in your hands, my life's in your hands I
don’t need no salt to taste the loneliness and grief I
don’t need your jokes ‘cause the least I want now is
to laugh Awaking
inside I'm
awaking inside There’s
no place to hide anymore Awaking
inside, awaking inside... I
don’t need water To
kill the thirst away No
need for me to stay here Don’t
need a road I
want to go where no one else has been And
I don’t wish to return I
don’t wish to return No
I don’t wish to return
A
time to like and not to be afraid
All
your troubles seem far away In
this warm room waiting for her (You
have) a time to wait and a place to stay She’s
not far away - you can feel that She’s
coming to you, just be patient
Lonely
trees behind the window in a dark afternoon So
black and naked in winter’s cold Should
I pretend being so damned happy in this room? Or
feel like one of those leaves they have lost ‘cause
I am lost That
cold inaccessible beauty Screaming
now to be sheltered Tamed
and consoled In
these chains of warmth Passing
out the cosy comfort To
the places she lays her hands Warm
tears of joy and thanks Sound
all around they touch the ground Sweet
touchy music rings Through
all the wintertime Tears
falling and running all over through me I’m
melting and slipping in this harmony Oh
please won’t you stay with me (Remember
walking in warm sand) Pure
white and peaceful snowflakes That
circle rounds in this So
cold and deadly dance Behind
the magic glass (Give
silently a feeling Of
safety, warmth and rest) They
dance to the death so warm Tonight
the stars will fall And
we’ll be together Tonight
and forever We’ll
fall with the snow
(SUICIDE WORLD) At
the edge of spitting contempt at myself Losing
all mountains to conquer once again Losing
all forever now I’ll stay aground Killing
thoughts oh so divine Gotta
find another way to make it through Gonna
find a place to stay away from you Gotta
end these days of blues and look into the death Gonna
hide from you again In
suicide world, deep inside In
the cut veins of my soul I’ll
be flying with the winds so unreal Touch
the pain and misery, much too real Drink
the wisdom and drown myself in this poison cup Laugh
at all mistakes I’ve done In
suicide world, deep inside In
the ripped veins of my soul Paralyzed,
soaked in grey lies Let
me live in my cage Madness
lies just a touch away Make
the sorrow go away The
sorrow never goes away In
suicide world, deep inside In
the torn veins of my soul Gotta
find some rest in the long forgotten joy Heal
the wounds of the past to feel safe in this void This
void and the sorrow never go away
(Instrumental)
(INTO DEATH) Tonight
i’m making a bed For
my Love, for the dead You
smile to me for the last time As
you did for the first time I
feel the rivers in my eyes I
see the desert burning your insides I’m
holding you for the last time As
I did for the first time Don’t
take her away from me Don’t
part our ways like this The
last look of my loved one It
makes my heart burn Your
eyes are closed, the face so pale And
hands as cold as hail All
the joys we once shared They
make my future so unfair I
feel so weak The
loneliness will be my only friend And
in your eyes deep night lights on I’ve
never seen the stars so bright It’s
you and me we’re in this bed Together
us - we fight the death (Yet
one of us will loose
One
of us will fall
Again and forever If
only we could choose
No more together But
one of us will fall)
Please don’t leave Don’t
take her away from me Don’t
part our ways like this We
meet the dawn and one of us is dead The
one I loved and knew so well Last
dance we twist – white clothes and us No
matter how - we’ll make it last Our
last dance into death
Wave
to me my dearest friend There’s
an axe over your head Just
one more step, reach out with your hand But
you can’t realize You
can’t understand Thick
clouds, they are all over you They
want you but I’ll fight for you Tonight
we’ll be safe... tonight we’ll be safe 'cause
we’re not afraid of dark anymore And
we’re strong in our doubts Like
never before Tonight
we’ll be safe in our beds But
millions won’t have the strength to rest Wave
to me my dearest friend There’s
an axe over my head Demons
crawl with oh so sweet alternatives Killing
us inside, so primitive and naive 'cause
we’re not afraid of dark anymore And
we’re strong in our doubts Like
never before We’re
strong in our passions and doubts Like
never before, like never before
FAREWELL Time
That
had no flow When
you were there with me Is
gone, you’re gone I’m
left alone Still
if you wish You
can find me Anywhere
You
want me to be
Non album songs, recorded during "The River of Lost" studio session
Who
deserves the truth? Only
those who never lie Don’t
you? Don’t you ever lie? Won’t
you tell me, tell me your dreams Ha!
Birds and lakes and streams of love Teddy
bears and barbie dolls! Does
it make you feel cleaner in this mud? Who
can tell when tomorrow comes in this Eternal
night, just a shadow of the earth Coming
to your door again Running
from myself again The
world, it eats my soul again, And
again Far
away from what I used to be Far
away from what I want to be The
world, it never stops lying And
we, we never stop to like it Who
can tell when tomorrow comes in this Eternal
night, just a shadow of the earth Forever
in this we live and we die Just
a shadow of dust, a shadow of a trust Coming
to your door again I
guess i’m running from myself again Something
eats my soul again I
am running once again Far
away from what I used to be Far
away from what I want to be Going
toward you again Afraid
i’m going blind again You
make me blind again
A
circus of love in this arena again The
tigers are tamed and the clowns cry I
don’t want it to deliver pain and end this game This
endless rain (of tears) I could never understand I
wanted to fly; yet I knew I had to cut my wings We’ve
got a death (not life) we’ve got to live Are
we just wasting time Degrade
our prides Just
wasting time? Is
this gonna fade with time Will
it stay inside Or
will it die? I’ll
cut my wings, you’ll rescue me Rescue
me and stay with me There’s
no more love for me in this world Why
does it always take a fight to see? Are
we just wasting time Degrade
our prides Just
wasting time? Is
this gonna fade with time Will
it stay inside or will it die? I’ll
cut my wings and you will rescue me Will
you rescue me Forgive
and stay with me? Is
it gonna burn or is it gonna scratch? I
think I’ve had enough I think I’ve had too much I
think i’m gonna turn I
know The
path is you The
light is you And
the wisdom is you I
know The
path is you The
light is you And
the wisdom is… The
howling wolf is dead Though
the freedom is here at hand We
look too much at stars If
we doubt that they ever smile Beautiful
sun She
kills and she gives birth But
will she save our love Our
souls, whatever they are worth I
know The
path is you The
light is you And
the wisdom is…
(Instrumental)
Never
thought that I’d go this far Loosing
my mind and falling apart Nausea
just from life itself Nervous
breakdowns, when everyday is hell The
dearest smile suddenly turns grim Swearing
and cursing for all the earth’s sins Sometimes
it feels that I don’t live at all The
pain is so deep that I want to run away Away I
wish that I had never been born I’m
banging head into eternity’s door I
never thought that this would ever end Losing
you is worse than losing an eternal friend I
rot away, choke with every breath Wishing
not to stay Praying
to disappear I
hope that my thoughts finally turn real A
butterfly just died in your hair The
wolves, they run away Your
poisonous beauty kills and slays Everything
that’s in your way Burning
down from passion in the acid rain I’m
not the only one bit by your evil tongues I’ll
disappear and pray And
scream an evil curse I
wish that I had never been born I’m
banging head into eternity’s door I
feel like i’m drowning I
never thought that this would ever end Losing
you is worse than losing an eternal friend
BURNING SWODAHS
Meltin Nite Till Windows Light (I dance with the ghost)
Can’t
close my eyes
Nets
of rivers deep down in the abyss
I’ll wait for you in the night
Let me scratch away my dirt with burning snow
Let me scratch away my dirt with burning snow
Standing on
knees
That’s the way you love me
For love you’re crying
Always drinking my blood
TILL WINDOWS LIGHT (I dance with the ghost)
I’m tired
of being a shadow in daylight
Let me touch your soul
Still I feel your warm tears
Space is near, I swim in trance
The following 2 songs are available only as extra trax on "Burning Swodahs" MCD, released by Lithuanian DANGUS Prod.
Crystal wrath
Birds spitting off tongues of fire
INNER RATS
I starve for
loneliness
In the realm of dry stony rivers
And you are always there
In the realm of dry stony rivers
Take me to a century
Vanishing anger
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